
Somewhere in the midst of their 11 game losing streak the Tampa Bay Rays were eliminated from the playoff race. Just as the defending American League champions are coming to terms with their fate, so I must confront my own grief for the loss of my teams season.
First there was denial. While in this stage I refused to recognize the teams short comings heading into a season in which they would not be under estimated by anyone. Adding that to the fact that the Rays were forced to part with some key players of that pennant winning team.
Anger overcame me as I struggled to understand why the team that had showed so much promise in the playoffs the year before was once again playing with such inconsistency.
Bargaining is the next stage, and believe me I'm not above a little deal making with Saint Jude ( the patron saint of lost causes )with the bases loaded and 2 outs.
It is with the next level that I most disappointed myself. I have been a Rays fan since their inception and have witnessed many losing seasons, so when I started becoming depressed after a series loss or a paticulary bad outing I knew I had hit bottom.
It is time for acceptance. Baseball is my game and I have always associated it with having fun. Even when the old Devil Rays were losing steadily I enjoyed watching the games. I have learned a valuable lesson. High expectations can lead to a big let down. The Rays are my team and I will remember that it is only a game. A game that is meant to be enjoyed.



